how to get internet famous!

i wonder why i want to blog. it seems like everytime i set myself up to post something, i cant really get myself to post something. maybe its because i really dont know what to say or (omg) because nothing really exiting is going on in my life right now. it's been an awful summer. really awful. Yeah depression aint that fun afterall! 

then i start to wonder why do i even keep a personal blog, is it lack of attention from the world? or just procrastination? am i bored ? 

you should know that 95 % of my existence are worries, anxiety and questions! 

yeah, maybe i do want the fame of julia allison or any given blogger on the internet... i guess the main reason to put your life out there is to feel like somebody, anybody, is following you. in the good way though, not the creepy stalker way. 

i regret posting this. excuse me. im weird, deal with it.